nothing i can do
to piece my life back together.
' never be replaced
Friday, March 11, 2005
Erm.
Life is full of lies..
Life is full of distrust..
You can trust no one..
Even yourself..
That's what I learnt.. Ish.. We should clear up the mess that we make.. Aargh.. Don't know what I'm saying.. But then, I just realised that life is not a bowl of cherries.. So sweet.. AAaaargh.. Impression is important.. One wrong step might make lead you in trouble.. Deep one..
Life is not all about having fun..
Life is about preparing yourself from mishaps..
Life is all about not making wrong decisions..
And not about making correct decisions..
As no one is prefect..
Erm..
Is it high self-esteem or plainly ego?
Is it love for family or otherwise?
Is it boredom or a policy of isolation?
Is it one's wrong move or change of taste?
We should be frank..
No one should hide anything..
Tell him or her straight in the face.
No use to keep one's guessing..
Aargh..
We shouldn't be sad if someone we love had drifted apart..
By accident or purpose..
It doesn't matter..
Instead..
The other party should be sad..
Because..
They lost someone who really love them..
They are in the state of loss..
Urge myself to continue improving..
Achieve what I want..
Prove them they are not really important..
If they don't treat us important..
Till here..
Pretence..
zul scribbled at;
10:24 PM
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` 18apr89.
` aries.
` meridian.
' zul's wishlist
' someone to appreciate my existance.
' to be loved by my loved ones.
' accept me for who i am.
' things to be back where they should be
' all my wish to be granted!.
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